lonely scifi solo roleplaying

you are the last human. the stars burn cyan. everyone you knew is gone. cyanstarlight is a solo tabletop roleplaying game about exploring a haunting universe devoid of humanity and discovering if you are truly alone.

through the crushing silence and vast loneliness, cyanstarlight delves into a profound narrative of finding one's path amidst despair. drawing from alan bahr's personal struggle with bipolar disorder, cyanstarlight paints an intimate picture of the author's fight on his preferred canvas: a tabletop roleplaying game.

mental illness is the kind of story we often hide from due to stigma, fear, or just plain ignorance. that's why this story needs to be told.

what awaits you

travel between star systems. keep your ship running. explore abandoned worlds. gather insights and echos of what happened to everyone else.

your skills degrade as you use them - the breathless engine mechanically mirrors your character's inevitable decline. every roll matters more than the last.

three insights combine into one of 512 unique endings that holds the truth of what happened to humanity.

get cyanstarlight

108 page hardcover with ribbon bookmark. includes pdf.

written by award-winning rpg author alan bahr.

original atmospheric soundtrack by lance clark included

cyanstarlight hardcover

what people are saying

"don't expect to win. expect to get a story."

- tabletop bookshelf

"the inevitability of knowing the ship was doomed sooner than later ... was the most gut wrenching part."

- terminally nerdy